EXAM TIME

EXAMS FROM TOMMORROW!!NO POSTS FOR A WEEK...

26/11

I feel strongly about what's going on

it makes me shiver and shudder,each time i close my eyes

coz never ever was closing them followed by an urge,a fear to open them,immediately!

And I'am angry

coz I hate this!

I hate the hatred in the heart

 of the ones with a hollow chest.

I strongly feel about it

Its not about you and me

its about us that I care,I cry,am sad.

Please No more blood!

ENOUGH!!

We'll make sure its the end for 'you'!

we CAN'T bear 'you' anymore!!

Its our place,OUR world!

no place for 'you' here!

We hate 'you' from the core of our heart!

and WE promise,that this hatred against the heartless,will grow!

with each beat joining the other,to drown your existence

...and then,there'll be no hatred

   only LOVE...

No,its not a poem,though its in the poetry category.These are a few words through which I had tried to express,rather vent out my angst,my fear,my helplessness during the unfortunate event which occurred last year.

BLACK OR WHITE?

Just yesterday I attended a CME on evidence based medicine(research stuff).The chief speaker over there was some Dr.Bhandari,an NRI based in Canada.He was a bit late,but already got introduced as the youngest chairperson of a big research institute,and probably the first Indian.He arrived after an hour or so,and when I saw him,he hardly looked Indian with his fair face and tall stature(born in Chandigarh to Indian Punjabi parents,in case you might think of some mixed genes!)!!Quite possible as Punjabis are known for their towering builts and fair skin.But then some other thoughts started racing through my mind.Would they still make him the chairperson if he had equal knowledge but was dark and stout(the asian look)?You'll say,may be they would!But then in my short life,I've hardly come across this combination of a dark,stout chairperson of a BIG institute or firm abroad(please let me know  if you've found one,please!)
Well,every one knows that there's a fight against racism everywhere,but the point is why is the fight needed?The answer is,as said by one of my dear teachers,though in some other context,that "YOU CAN WAKE A PERSON WHO'S ASLEEP,BOT NOT ONE WHO'S ACTING TO BE ASLEEP"
So many times I've come across people who's VISA appeals have been rejected,and also the one's whose appeals have been accepted in a blink of eye(relatively speaking!).And I could'nt help noticing the colour difference!
   Now you might think that i am just being paranoid.May be I am.But how do you know that racism is being eradicated and fought against,when everyday we see incidences which stink of racism!
I am sure its on the decline,but the point i want to make is,somewhere,in someone's mind,its still there,like a pot filled to the brim with hot boiling water...

2nd POST

Am so hungry right now!! anyws,wud try and write some crap atleast!
there's a dilemma which i face.how to live???
strange questn!lets search for the possible answers.
am a middle class guy,the eldest of the three siblings,studying medicine(physiotherapy),with varied interests ranging from photography,sketching,music,sports,making friends!when i peep into the future(ok imagine!),i see myself as a succesful professional,an innovator,i see my photographs on yhe nat geo magazine,i read my columns in a newspaper,i find myself in a roller coster ride enjoying the cool breeze,i see a distant hut in the woods and see myself gardening...!!!
huh confusing,unreal,dreamy...possible???

1st Post.

 Dont know what to write?I have bragged about lots of thoughts boiling in my mind in the tagline of my blog.But now,the thoughts seem to have evaporated!! Now lets analyse this grim situation.

...I logged on to the blog,was very excited with the idea of sharing thoughts!But first lets decorate the blog a bit...so started adding new side bars,toyed with different colours for the background,the font... ah!now it seems to be ready for its first post!lets see what i can write.mmm... politics?nah!sports?indian cricket?as if am the only 1 thinkin about it!Ok lets write on 26/11.Its been 1 year since the tragedy! Fffffine,lets start with the startin events...no that would be boring,every 1 knows wat hapnd,right?Lets write about the aftermath!Ok,now i hardly tracked what the gov. did to ensure future safety...Later! so finally nothin to write!

Hmmm...quite a lot for today!!!thanx for bearing with the boredom!hopefully,the next posts will be a bit more interestin to waste time on!